Alchemizing Suffering to Enlightenment

✨The suffering in the matrix..

Overworked.

Stressed.

Always exhausted.

That was me 8 years ago.

I learned energy healing to heal myself. But eventually, I reached a point where I didn’t even want to wake up in the morning.

So, I decided to leave...

17 years of corporate.

Good salary.

Senior position in Paris.

I was burned out, but I didn’t even know I was. I just wanted to stop, sleep & rest.

No plan.

No structure.

All I had was my skill set, degree, experience, and just enough savings.

The first year was recovery - ocean, surfing, travelling.

My mind was not working. I always felt heavy & exhausted.

✨The need to prove!

The achiever & competitive me didn’t want to stop..

Restlessness.

Stress to earn.

Obsession with “status”.

I wrote a book about how to become successful in corporate - so ironic.

Took a coaching certificate to be a coach, built my website - the work.

Started different business ideas, even partnered to create a recruitment company in Paris.

✨The failure!

None of them worked out!

Money started running out - survival mode.

I did all of these projects while finding myself - healing, inner work, Ayahuasca, deepening my awakening - “The Spiritual Journey”.

Painful journey.

✨The detour!

Then an Ayahuasca ceremony changed my direction. It activated my psychic abilities - seeing chakras, auras, being able to tune into people’s lives, downloading messages & having that inner knowing.

I never imagined I had this gift. My logical mind, my CPA license and MBA degree - my EGO - couldn’t comprehend.

I didn’t plan to be a healer, but here I am. I started doing practice sessions with friends to check if what I had was legit & if I wasn’t being delusional.

The universe sent me spiritual people & healers who were advanced & taught me how it’s done. I took crash courses in healing because my business degree didn’t fit what I uncovered.

Eventually, money started coming, but I was still in survival mode.

✨The dark phase!

I went deep with my spiritual journey. The concepts I knew in theory became a real life experience. I was in a dark journey, a long dark process - but eventually, I came out.

I know I have 11 past lives. I saw 6 of them, and they all have the same theme. I was given a gift, a purpose, and responsibility, but failed.

The “aha moment” didn’t come instantly.

A series of dreams, one past-life regression where I saw the origin of my soul, long days in silence spent in deep meditations & reflections - made the difference.

✨Coming out of the tunnel!

I finally gained the clarity, confidence & self-trust I needed. I finally saw the clear vision.

I finally understood at a deeper level the concept that all our suffering is coming from ego and fear.

And that being spiritual doesn’t mean your human basic needs will go - it’s all still there.

Being able to feel energy, tune in & download information, channel messages for people - doesn’t mean anything if you can’t use all of these to help people transform their suffering & empower themselves.

Yes, you can help people with your gifts & knowledge, but you need to make them accountable for their lives - their thoughts, emotions, habits, lifestyle.

The lessons: What did I learn in this journey?

✨“You came into this lifetime because your soul has purpose, corrections & lessons. Your pain & suffering are the Teacher. What you do with them will determine the course of your life.”✨

👉 Skills, degree & experience alone will not lead you anywhere if you don’t have the clarity, trust & confidence. The vision will come if you have these.

👉Money alone as a motivation will not lead you to a sustainable life - work or business wise.

👉The challenges and suffering are not a punishment; it’s the transformation process. This was such a hard concept to comprehend, but it liberated me once I fully understood it.

👉Being spiritual means embodying what you learned into your human experience. You can’t preach spiritual stuff while judging others, especially the unawakened ones.

👉 We all have different journeys in this lifetime. Some will wake up, some will not. Leave them and don’t judge them. They will have their awakening in another lifetime.

👉Manifestation happens to the extent of your healing. No matter how many sales fluff-filled manifestation techniques you see - You can only have what you’re capable of handling.

✨You want a loving relationship, but internally you’re emotionally unstable. You will have a love life, only it wouldn’t be loving. It would match your internal state.

✨You want work with purpose & meaning, but you don’t really know what you want. Surely, you’ll have work - only it wouldn’t give fulfillment.

✨You want abundance, but you’re operating in lack and scarcity, always worrying that you’re going to run out of money. Eventually, you will run out even if you manage to earn a lot.

You need to upgrade your operating system - mind, emotions & body - in order to upgrade your soul, and eventually, this will upgrade your human experience.

If you reached until this point, thank you for reading. I hope you learned a thing or two. Feel free to share your thoughts or comments.